i need some words of wisdom from miss pillsbury...

Lately I have been feeling kind of out of sorts. Like I almost need to do something or be somewhere but I haven't figured out what that is yet. It's kind of starting to bother me a little. I'm actually feeling a little lost or that something is missing. I start to feel like this every year around this time. It's happened for the past 5 years or so, I'd say since i started college, but this time it's almost worse because I don't have school or roommates to distract me. It's a really unsettling feeling and I hate feeling this way. It's more than just being bored and wanting something to do. That I can handle. This feeling usually lasts for weeks and it seems like there is nothing I can do to fix it. I just feel like this time, since I don't have anything to focus on to distract me, it might last a lot longer.

Hopefully I can figure something out soon. I think I'm gonna have to do some soul searching.

congratulations

This past week my cousin Nick got married to his longtime girlfriend Bree. She is so awesome and I'm excited to have her as a part of our family. Also my brother got married to his longtime girlfriend Sue so now I can offically call her my sister-in-law.

Congratualtions and I love you all!

it doesn't matter...it's in the past!

Last night I went and sae the Lion King with my mom. She got us tickets to see the Broadway Across America production at the Capitol Theatre. It is one play that I have been wanting to see for a really long time so I'm so happy I finally had the chance to go.

The play was amazing. The costumes especially are unbelievable! If you haven't seen it check out this video. It doesn't really do it justice but it's still pretty cool.

If you ever get the opportunity to see the Lion King..GO!

It's too good to pass up.

"just come out so we can talk...or sing about it"

I love fall...mostly because this is the time of year when all my shows come back on. I've had them marked on my calendar for a while now...some may think that's pathetic but I prefer the word "dedicated".


For sure the most anticipated show for me is Glee. No question. I especially cannot wait to see John Stamos' debut and the Brittany episode. However, I have been sort of addicted to the show Supernatural for the past 5 seasons and wasn't sure if it was going to come back for a 6th. They basically wrapped up all the loose ends at the end of last season because I think they weren't sure if they were going to get picked up again. It kind of ended a little weird like they didn't have enough time to plan out the story line before shooting but I am so excited I get to see more of the story. Its kind of a weird show but very entertaining. And the two brothers on the show are quite attractive. I'll be honest--that's the reason I started watching it in the first place lol.


Of course all the CSI shows are coming back as well. I don't really care so much about Miami and Vegas...New York is my favorite. I love me some Don Flack :)


Also this fall I am going to see the Lion King at the Capitol Theater. I cannot wait for that! I am so excited. And October brings The Drowsy Chaperone! I saw it a year and a half ago in Logan and have been waiting to see it again since then. I saw it was going to be at Hale Center Theater 2 Aprils ago and I have been anxiously awaiting for it to open. Only 1 more month to go!

dreams...

My computer hasn't been behaving well lately so I never want to get on it to do anything. First it kept locking up on me right after it would load and after my dad fixed that it started doing some other weird stuff...To make a long story short I need a new computer. Its so frustrating that by the time I can do anything on it, I'm so frustrated I just want to shut it down and forget about anything I needed to do. But I promised I would look up what my dream I had last night meant so here it is.

I dreamed that my cat got stung by a scorpion. While I was dreaming this I thought, "I need to look up what a scorpion means in your dream." So this is what I found:

"Scorpion
To see a scorpion in your dream, represents a situation in your waking life which may be painful or hurtful. It is also indicative of destructive feelings, "stinging" remarks, bitter words and/or negative thoughts being expressed by or aimed against you. You may be on a self-destructive and self-defeating path. The scorpion is also a symbol of death and rebirth. You need to get rid of the old and make room for something new. Alternatively, the scorpion represents a person who is born under the astrological sign for Scorpio."

I can't figure out what that applies to in my life exactly but I have never really been able to do that with any of my dreams.

Next I dreamt that my cat was punctured in the next by a lion. Here is what I found on that:

"Lion
To see a lion in your dream, symbolizes great strength, courage, aggression and power. You will overcome some of your emotional difficulties. As king of the jungle, the lion also represents dignity, royalty, leadership, pride and domination. You have much influence over others. You also need to exercise some restraint in your own personal and social life.

To dream that you are attacked by a lion, suggests that a force may be driving you to self-destruction. You need overcome these challenges and obstacles."

So apparently my cat is self-destructive and needs to overcome some kind of challenge haha. Who knows...maybe I just need to stop staying up so late.